"Three letters to change your life:

The common enemy is the ignorance of our upbringing

1. K- knowledge
2. S- strategy
3. E- execution via immersion
Make war with an army of counsellors"

Affirmation: "Everyday I create the life I desire, I am free of any past limiting beliefs & I reach for the stars!"

Mantra-  "I am more than I appear to be, all the worlds strength and power rests inside me."

"When spider webs unite they tie up a lion"

Prepare to ride the wave or you'll drown

Marrakech

Drenched in a new culture
New vibe
New surroundings and people
I find myself rediscovering my essence
Peeling back these layers
Like an onion
Seeing the art in the simplest things
Like a nomad
Travelling to my deepest core
An endless search
Like a golden abyss
I search with wonder, much to my surprise
There's always more to find
More to seek
A journey within
Captivated by my subconscious
Wishing to remove the shackles of my existence that hold me back
All self created
All self imposed
I must dig deep and build a strong foundation to fully ascend
Obsessed with enlightenment
We forget this is our natural state
It's not somewhere to reach but more a knowing...
A feeling, a way of being
Rekindling our relationship with our inner child
Which so desperately wants to be acknowledged, loved and appreciated
It's time to nurture that friendship again
Indulging in the little fantasies held deep within
Feeling refreshed
Like this gentle wind is sweeping away my inhibitions
Like a newborn baby
Fresh state
New eyes to the world
Becoming who I came here to be.

21/5/2016 11.15am

Soulmate

I find myself seeking you in unfamiliar faces and places
Searching for that familiar embrace
Like a brace hold me close
When you know you just know
Waiting for that knowing
I want to feel your skin on mine
Blessing you like a shrine
Tell me your mine

I never thought I'd make it back

Walking alone in the streets
A wanderer
A
Lost
Soul
Enveloped by the darkness
I became its victim


A cold, damp cell
Riddled with dirt
A consuming dark energy
I stood up all night
Not allowing myself to get sucked in

The next day
Rolling around
Chained to their mercy
A prisoner of the matrix
It's web spun around my core

So many eyes and faces
All scrutinising
Judging
Exerting their pain, failures and shortcomings onto me

I became like a toy
Wandering aimlessly
Living to please

It was only until later I learnt the true value of my worth
I  only wish I'd learnt sooner but everything happens in divine timing.

I crave a love so deep, the ocean would be jealous
A love so deep no words could describe
Not synthesised
But organic
Growing strong from the roots
Till it flourishes

Man I'm blissed out
So connected now
You can't shut me down
Many have tried and failed
But I still stand strong
Like a statue I'm grounded
Down to earth and down for this earth
I'm here to cause a ruckus
Fantasise and run wild
Be free and let it be
Life's not a test but there's lessons b
Soak it all up like a sponge
Revenge is only sweet if it's for the human need, for reciprocity
Karma is a bitch
But also a queen
You get what you give
I'm tryna give more and speak less
My dreams keep me up at night
So I sleep less
Hashtag Nocturnal nights
Hearing the birds tweet tweet
Himalayan salt lamps keep the vibe irie

Man I'm blissed out
So connected now
You can't shut me down
Many have tried and failed
But I still stand strong
Like a statue I'm grounded
Down to earth and down for this earth
I'm here to cause a ruckus
Fantasise and run wild
Be free and let it be
Life's not a test but there's lessons b
Soak it all up like a sponge
Revenge is only sweet if it's for the human need, for reciprocity
Karma is a bitch
But also a queen
You get what you give
I'm tryna give more and speak less
My dreams keep me up at night
So I sleep less
Hashtag Nocturnal nights
Hearing the birds tweet tweet
Himalayan salt lamps keep the vibe irie

I think I love him coz he's bad for me
How can something so perfect be so wrong for me
You lift me up
You fill the spaces within me with light
Your guidance softens every blow
When we converse it just flows
The moment we met I knew you were a soulmate
Our spirits roamed together in the etheric realm
The thought of you with someone else tears me apart
I don't want to feel like this
Cupid take back these feelings
Let it be reciprocated
My heart is breaking thinking of you looking for the one when she's right here
Should I wait for you or will it get me hurt?

Why do I feel unworthy of you
Your light shines so bright it dims mine
This isn't healthy

I feel like I'm in self destruct mode
If I can't have you I don't want anyone else

Our spirits connected in the ether before we even spoke a word
Let's fly high like the birds
I want your love to engulf me
Your grounded like a tree
Let's join forces in Union
Like yoga I want to melt into you
 Your touch sends shivers down my spine
You're everything I shouldn't want
But I can't help finding you irresistible
I want to feel your skin on mine
Caress my core
Let's intertwine as one
Embodying our higher self
As we reach higher states of consciousness in unison

The more you know the crazier you look
The freer you are the more they will talk
She's lost the plot they say
While I sit here and plan my next vacay

Expression

I feel expression roaring out of me
An eruption within my core
A beast that should never be tamed
Love
Hate
Pain
Stories
Experiences
Where do I begin?
Walking a hundred miles in Peru
Or feeling cold in the booth
Man I got stories for years
Treasures
A nomad in this bitch
My mind is like a library of images
Glistening in the moonlight
I'm levelling up and it feels so good
I'm dancing on the train as I type this into my phone
The weeknd playing in my ears
A cool symphony
I'm present
I'm aware and fully conscious
I'm seeing the sights
I'm growing heights
I celebrate growth
I'm filled with so much love my heart feels like it'll explode
Into crystals
Air
Fire
Water
Earth
This song remind me of you
We had good times listening to this tune
In your bedroom on winter nights
You were everything I didn't initially want or anticipate yet your cocoa butter skin was all I wanted to caress
I miss your mum
The funniest yardie I've ever met
We were always better off as friends though
As we soon found out.
As time moves on I wonder if you think of me
I can't lie I miss intimacy
It's been so long since I've let a man touch my body
I want to play with your hair
Where are you twin flame
I miss your embrace
Past life shit

Now I'm siting with my family
I feel like a stranger sometimes
Faces
Shadows
Betrayals
The more they try to dim my light the brighter it shines
She threw me to the guards
Left me stranded
I was all alone in a cold room
The coldness came from my heart
I was lost in the maze that was my mind
 on a page that I  couldn't turn
But as an alchemist i turned pain into power..

Letter to my twin flame

I feel you here
I can feel your tickles on my back
As you lightly brush your fingers on the arch of my branch
Your energy is cool and collected
A free spirit
A wolf, leading the pack
Where are you?
Can I find a home in you?
I'm sure our spirits roamed together in past lives
We were warriors fighting Babylon
I can taste your soft skin
I want to caress you
I crave your touch
Hold me close and never let go
Apparently you're the other half of my soul
Are you really a part of me?
I feel complete but I'm sure you will add more joy to my life
I haven't met you yet I miss your presence
I will celebrate your growth with you
Let's build empires together
Takeover the world
Unite as one
Grow old together
The thought of you fills me with bliss
I can't wait to meet you
If life is a game of cards
I've been through the jokers I'm ready for my King
Let's rise in love not fall